1. The Beginning of Purpose

Who is this character 'Riddle' anyway?

Blog Overview: Introduction // Intention // Invitation

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Introduction

Aloha O'hana! Fancy meeting you here rather than on the dance floor, dream-space, or in virtual form. Oh how I have longed to open myself to you and reveal the layers of grime and grace that is Spirit in a sack of flesh, feminine in form, sharp in the Mind.

If we have not yet met in the physical realm (or if it has been a while), that's me to the right!

My hair is much shorter these days, as is my tolerance for delusion.

Since turning my back on the competitive, draining, and obsessive world of social media and materialism, I have struggled to find a healthy way to share my heART with loved ones, so away I tinker on this keyboard to expose the incognito.

More or less, I've been in hiding, a phase of inward revolution. The boisterous extrovert I have personified throughout my 26 years is a less than subtle mechanism to protect my more vulnerable, hurting parts. Those wounded aspects find respite with various art forms....dance, poetry, piano, painting, and writing a fantasy-fiction novel to name a few.

But those aspects of myself longed to be seen, heard, and felt.

So welcome *bienvenidos* to my unfettered world.

The name is Riddle. And trust me, I embody that title.

Riddle (n): a question or statement intentionally phrased so as to require ingenuity in ascertaining its answer.

Like a riddle, the question "Who am I?" is one I entertain each morning. I wake anew every single day with devotion to curiosity, adhering to no singular system of beliefs or constructs of identity. Riddle is my artist's complex, which recognizes infinite Source supply, endless inquiry, and miraculous discovery by opening to the superconscious via myriad expressions. Life is mysterious and magical, a puzzle unfolding, a conundrum of fallacies we must wade through to come into righteous balance within this dense material plane. Rather than feel flustered and overwhelmed, I find peace with the unknown, treating life like a blank canvas. Some days are masterful; others are messy. Art, which I will speak on more throughout this blog, is my way of understanding that I cannot fully grasp the complexity of the present miracle.

I used to be a Spanish teacher. That lasted 4 whole months. Mom and Dad are not enthralled to say the least, my Masters degree collecting dust in the closet. Then, I moved to the Hawaiian islands, turning my back on narratives of conformity and leaning into what my heart most longed for: the ocean, community, Spirit, and purpose.

As devout a student I was throughout my entire formal schooling, I maintain the same level of devotion to upheaval. In my experience, the Tower falls often with revelations of misguided conceptions of identity, tethers to projections that designed my ego. Rather than enslaving myself to a fear mongering system that denies my birthright....rather than playing its "safe" and staying within my comfort zone, I composted old, unserving versions of myself (that are not my TRUE self) and went to the canvas to find who I really am. Blank slate. Point zero. From the pits of destruction. Tower crumbled.

I went from being regimented,

conditioned,

fixed in belief systems,

fearful, and

despondent

to a far more creative lifestyle whereby I reclaim my sovereignty to consciously create the life of which I have always dreamed.

Intention & Invitation

You may wonder what exactly that looks like, so I invite you to consider relating with my experience here on Earth on this blog thread. My intention is to cross through the multidimensional timelines and compose a series of revelations in regards to my purpose in this incarnation.

More specifically, I intend to:

• Share my current life-purpose of writing a fantasy fiction series

  • How I received the project

  • Progress updates

  • Spirituality of the Dragon, the theme of the book

  • Personal revelations channeling the novel series

  • What I'm learning about literally creating an entire world

• Share my experiences with psychedelics and how that has influenced my artistic journey

• Retell stories that will help convey the immense transformation I've experienced since living on the Hawaiian islands of Big Island & Kaua'i

Website Intention:

• Maintain a cohesive, user-friendly platform for loved ones to witness more intimate parts of my life

• Share written work such as poetry, short stories, and journal entries

• Upload audio of piano pieces

• Reveal the nature of "Titty Art" - a workshop series to empower Sisters!

• Maintain a current catalogue of paintings from the beginning of my visual art journey, which began in the Spring of 2020

If I vulnerably share my heART through this virtual platform, will you hold me tenderly and see that it's okay to be imperfect?

If I open to you, will you follow up on my journey, checking out my posts?

If I send you text or email updates, will you take 10 minutes to hear what I have to share?

If so, click subscribe and fill out some general contact info so I can add you to my list! I'll send you a message when I create a new post.

We are all in this together. I am not free until all my brothers and sisters are free.

Bliss be with us,

Riddlez

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